Grandma

Yesterday

I saw my mom crying when chatting with my aunt

I know the reason

because of my grandma

last year

my grandma got strok

after that she can't talk , can't walk

I still remember the look

when I went to Johor to visit her

is totally two different person

and now my grandma

is even more worst

both of her kidney failed

her body

swollen

i heard from my mom

that she cry always

because is too pain

now she keep on sleeping

looked very tired

even you called her

she would just open her eye

for a second then sleep backl

actually last weekend

we should go to Johor

to visit her

but because of me

and my uncle is coming to visit us

so

we cancelled that

I felt very sorry

but this FRIDAY

we are going to Johor

now

everyone in tension

we know that grandma will 'go' anytime

I know that she is

in pain

in suffer

but I hope she can wait for us

to see her for the last time....