Romantic

Today

I read 1 of my friend blog

I found something

Really

Romantic

A guy is trying to propose

with his gf

he would like to

collect

A million of wishes

from all of the ppl

so

pls help him

just leave a message

@


http://willyoumarryme2010.blogspot.com/

&

watch this

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KxDUV83YCxo

I know ...I know

I know I know


my exam


is coming


nearer and nearer


I know I know


I should start studying


I know I know


I am so lazy


I know I know


I cant always watch tv


I know I know


I cant play Facebook


all the time


I know I know


I should start worrying


about my study


I know I know


I must pass all my papers


I know I know


I must graduate faster


I know I know


I really know

21st December 2012

I was being told that

on

21.12.2012

was the end of our planet

do u believe that ??

we will end it by ???

disasters

there will be

more tsunami

more floods

more earthquake

more wars

more volcanoes

will this really happen ?

this is been satisfied by

many cultures all over the world

saying that 21.12.2012

will be the end

not only from this

many scientist

had also said the same thing

so

should I believe in that ?

but

how if this is real

I can only survive for 3 years++

I will die at the age of 22

whao...

Now

the only way to know is this true

is

WAIT

.

.

.

.

.

.

WAIT

for

21.12.2012

then

we will know the result

GOODBYE

Now

i'm at Johor

today is the last day of my grandma funeral

she passed away

at

29 AUGUST 2009

when i reached there

she was in the coffin

these 2 days

everyone was crying

hope she really can receive

the thing that we burned

we love you

you will always on our mind

~PEACE~

CRY

why people like to cry ??

to express their feeling ??

yah ...maybe

I like to cry when I have pressure

for sure

I will cry also when I was sad

but now

I little bit hate myself

why am I so weak ??

just a small matters

WHY ??

must you cry ??

yah...

I really like to cry

when I fail my exam

when I had fight with other people

when think of someone that I miss

when saw something that make me touched

when try to forget something

I will choose to

CRY

even though

this is not a good idea

but I think this really help

because

I like to think of many things

many possibilities

what if I do like this

what if I do like that

maybe wouldn't end like that

so

from now on

I want to control myself

not to do so...

I want to be tough

Myndy Wong

is a tough girl !!!

YEAH

(hope I can do it )

30 HOURS !!!!

I had never sleep for 30 hours

means a day & 6 hours

feel crazy

yesterday was watching a drama

"Rosy Business"

nice

just cant stop after watching it

until 4pm only I felt tired

& I think I will sleep until the next day

but

unfortunately

when 8pm

someone

went to my room

switch on my light

&

start searching for something

don't worry

not thief

is my small brother

searching for his toy

Finally

I was awake

then take my dinner

copy my notes

sign in MSN

when chatting with one of my friend

we chat about my grandma

when he asked

"how was your grandma ?"

I answered

"she become more weak than before"

He say

"Don't worry ..she will be ok"

then I say

"Actually I hope that she can 'go' faster

at least she no need to suffer

kidney failure

are very suffering "

I think not only me feel that

others too...

if you saw her

just sleeping there

cant move

when you massage her

she will scream

because of the pain

I am sure that your tears

will started to drop

if you saw that

but

we cant cry in front of her

we don't want to let her saw

that

because of her we

feel sad

feel pain

feel useless

we cant help her !!!

GOD

please help her

she is a just a woman

&

she is 77 years old

please don't suffer her anymore

let her go

in peace

Grandma

Yesterday

I saw my mom crying when chatting with my aunt

I know the reason

because of my grandma

last year

my grandma got strok

after that she can't talk , can't walk

I still remember the look

when I went to Johor to visit her

is totally two different person

and now my grandma

is even more worst

both of her kidney failed

her body

swollen

i heard from my mom

that she cry always

because is too pain

now she keep on sleeping

looked very tired

even you called her

she would just open her eye

for a second then sleep backl

actually last weekend

we should go to Johor

to visit her

but because of me

and my uncle is coming to visit us

so

we cancelled that

I felt very sorry

but this FRIDAY

we are going to Johor

now

everyone in tension

we know that grandma will 'go' anytime

I know that she is

in pain

in suffer

but I hope she can wait for us

to see her for the last time....