GOODBYE

Now

i'm at Johor

today is the last day of my grandma funeral

she passed away

at

29 AUGUST 2009

when i reached there

she was in the coffin

these 2 days

everyone was crying

hope she really can receive

the thing that we burned

we love you

you will always on our mind

~PEACE~

CRY

why people like to cry ??

to express their feeling ??

yah ...maybe

I like to cry when I have pressure

for sure

I will cry also when I was sad

but now

I little bit hate myself

why am I so weak ??

just a small matters

WHY ??

must you cry ??

yah...

I really like to cry

when I fail my exam

when I had fight with other people

when think of someone that I miss

when saw something that make me touched

when try to forget something

I will choose to

CRY

even though

this is not a good idea

but I think this really help

because

I like to think of many things

many possibilities

what if I do like this

what if I do like that

maybe wouldn't end like that

so

from now on

I want to control myself

not to do so...

I want to be tough

Myndy Wong

is a tough girl !!!

YEAH

(hope I can do it )

30 HOURS !!!!

I had never sleep for 30 hours

means a day & 6 hours

feel crazy

yesterday was watching a drama

"Rosy Business"

nice

just cant stop after watching it

until 4pm only I felt tired

& I think I will sleep until the next day

but

unfortunately

when 8pm

someone

went to my room

switch on my light

&

start searching for something

don't worry

not thief

is my small brother

searching for his toy

Finally

I was awake

then take my dinner

copy my notes

sign in MSN

when chatting with one of my friend

we chat about my grandma

when he asked

"how was your grandma ?"

I answered

"she become more weak than before"

He say

"Don't worry ..she will be ok"

then I say

"Actually I hope that she can 'go' faster

at least she no need to suffer

kidney failure

are very suffering "

I think not only me feel that

others too...

if you saw her

just sleeping there

cant move

when you massage her

she will scream

because of the pain

I am sure that your tears

will started to drop

if you saw that

but

we cant cry in front of her

we don't want to let her saw

that

because of her we

feel sad

feel pain

feel useless

we cant help her !!!

GOD

please help her

she is a just a woman

&

she is 77 years old

please don't suffer her anymore

let her go

in peace

Grandma

Yesterday

I saw my mom crying when chatting with my aunt

I know the reason

because of my grandma

last year

my grandma got strok

after that she can't talk , can't walk

I still remember the look

when I went to Johor to visit her

is totally two different person

and now my grandma

is even more worst

both of her kidney failed

her body

swollen

i heard from my mom

that she cry always

because is too pain

now she keep on sleeping

looked very tired

even you called her

she would just open her eye

for a second then sleep backl

actually last weekend

we should go to Johor

to visit her

but because of me

and my uncle is coming to visit us

so

we cancelled that

I felt very sorry

but this FRIDAY

we are going to Johor

now

everyone in tension

we know that grandma will 'go' anytime

I know that she is

in pain

in suffer

but I hope she can wait for us

to see her for the last time....

GOSH

Lee Min Ho & Kim Hyun Joong

Today


went to work


just like usual


but now most of the customers were


"Singaporean"


and



what make me feel sad is


one of the kid called me


AUNTIE


O M G



do i look really old ??


or should i say mature


haiz


she keep on calling me


auntie , auntie , auntie


feel really sad


tomorrow


I am going to K-box


hehe


feel excited


feel happy


can wait for that


and now i missing two people


who are they ???


hehe


of course


is


Lee Min Ho


&


Kim Hyun Joong


can't stand when they smile


miss them so much

this boy are really cute

with yin yee

special juice

me

with erene

WEDDING

13 June 2009

went to my friend buffet

chatting

discussing about tomorrow plan

see the bridal photos

nice

went back at 1.30am

go my darling house

slept at 2.30am



14 June 2009

the war day's

can't slept

wake up at 5.30am


then went to bath at 6.30am

go to the friend's house at 8.15 am

to prepare some special "JUICE'

for the groom & his friends

prepared some games

9.30 am the groom reach there

then they are sitting outside the house

relaxing the with food

gosh


wasting the time

then the game

really unfortunately

we just play one of the game

because my darling open the bride's door

when some of the "brother" knock the door

& those stupid fellows started to push the door

finally & of course

we have lose

bcos some of the guys are really "big size"

but we are going to blame my friends

cos they hurt my friend too


went to the groom's house

the house external i quite good

but inside

haha

like 2 , 3 thing

all mix together

I know how the owner can think of this

went to the dinner at 2pm

but the dishes start at 3pm

total = 9 dishes in 1 & 1/2 hour

can u imagine how fast is it


is really a tiring day

but feel happy with my friends

really like a gathering for us





About those "BROTHERS"

really useless

call us to carry the bride's things

not gentlemen at all

some more didn't bring brain come out

didn't think before they say something

really hate them

hope that I wont see them again

I dunno why got this kind of guy in this world